Despite being a young woman who believes in advocating for gender equality, I don’t feel at ease calling myself a feminist. I have voted accordingly, continue to cover gender issues and advocate where I can, but for some reason, it just doesn’t quite feel right.
Feminism as a word exists somewhere between a landmine and a choose-your-own-adventure version of a movement. Thus, I struggle to define myself and the movement as a whole.
I know I’m not alone.
In a post-girlboss feminist era, the word has almost exclusively picked up negative connotations. I know many people don’t want to be reduced to some blue-haired “SCUM Manifesto”-touting bra-burner or scapegoat.
Maybe I’m not as brave as a true feminist should be for espousing this viewpoint. I’m not outright rejecting feminism, but rather questioning the label.
Britannica defines feminism as “the belief in social, economic and political equality of the sexes.” That’s almost too loose. Anyone can technically say they are in favor of equality while acting toward its detriment.
The feminist movement has had four waves. Each suited to tackle unique issues for the women of its respective period and held differing — and sometimes opposing — views toward what was and wasn’t furthering the mission of gender equality and women’s liberation.
The infighting that continues to evolve with and shape feminism’s cause is necessary on an ideological level, but it can be confusing to onlookers. Those without interest in the topic miss out on much of the nuance that comes with those contradictions, making feminists especially vulnerable to strawman arguments and reductive caricatures.
In times when the movement doesn’t put on an explicit, easily digestible public front, the real objective can be lost.
More recently, right-wing and manosphere content has put feminism through all kinds of mockery, further blurring the movement’s image.
University of Minnesota sociology PhD student Jordyn Wald said this splintering of the feminist movement is where public perception begins to waver.
“I think it’s these, all of these different representations of, you know, who are feminists?” Wald said. “What are they even for? I think people don’t even know anymore.”
This lack of a Platonic ideal of what a feminist is can be good, as it allows for a diversity of viewpoints within feminism. Given the throughline in the movement is gender equality, this flexibility gives not only a mission to further its efforts, but also room to evolve, progress and grow.
As far as visibility goes, this can make things somewhat tricky.
Wald said our preconceived notions tend to skew and warp our visions of who feminists are and what they stand for.
“People’s ideals of feminism are drastically changed based on political orientation as well as age,” Wald said.
If someone has only encountered a certain wave or subtype of feminism due to their age or other factors, they may view all feminists as espousing the viewpoints they now associate with it based on their limited perspective. It’s somewhat of a logical fallacy.
A common example today is how many people fail to grasp that while all trans-exclusionary radical feminists may call themselves feminists, not all feminists identify or agree with this ideology. This extends to any subgrouping of self-identified feminists.
Feminism’s position in the public consciousness ebbs and flows as the ideological pendulum swings left and right in this country.
There is an undeniable amount of animosity generated toward feminists as part of a wider distaste toward progressivism in nearly any capacity right now. This makes it an especially precarious time to call oneself a feminist.
Wald said people generally support feminist ideas until they’re informed that what they support is a feminist idea.
“If you say something that feminists argue for, but you don’t let the person know that this is a feminist idea, I think people will be like, ‘Oh, yeah, I support that,’” Wald said. “But then as soon as you say feminist, they’re like, ‘No, no, no, no.’”
The tirade against feminism and socially liberal ideas is a defining part of President Donald Trump’s popularity.
His supporters were fed up with what they viewed to be stiflingly liberal politics, or what they were told were stiflingly liberal politics. It’s the “Make America Great Again” mindset, where people think there can be too much of a good thing, like gender equality and liberation.
According to Wald, feminists are so feared and scapegoated because they have the power to upset the status quo and make people question their worldviews.
“They’re making them question reality,” Wald said. “They’re making them question all these systems, and I feel like all that change makes people uncomfortable and think that feminists are going too far into uncharted territory that they don’t get anymore.”
Self-identification can be a great tool or a method of communication. I just don’t know if I want to signal to others that I’m a feminist right now.
I’m making a case for self-preservation.
We may know what we stand for, but if the public doesn’t see it clearly, I know I’m not willing to face that kind of needless backlash.
Actions speak louder than words after all.
Defining oneself is an action, though, and not everyone in favor of fighting for gender equality are willing to call themselves feminists in our volatile political climate.
In my case, I think it’s best to ditch the label. I’d rather not be a fair-weather feminist.
Maybe the litmus test for true feminists is deciding whether you’re willing to absorb all of the baggage and become a metaphorical punching bag for the sake of the movement.
I’m not, though.